of a frightening nature

i cannot tell you how rough this month has been. between scrambling to raise 4 trillion dollars for choir tour, almost losing a best friend twice, failing the majority of my classes, being so painfully not ready to sing in carnegie hall, dealing with rejection on a daily basis, another friend's grandparent dying, and accidentally driving away many friends with my socially un-inclined attitude, my head is reeling. (literally. i hate these daily headaches. i'm afraid of what they mean.)
but it's been snowing for a while.
and i'm going to the library.
and after tonight, i won't have to worry about solo and ensemble.
and we're starting the BFFN again.
and i'll be in new york city a week from today.
and i have the most spectacular friends.
and i have the most spectacular family.
i couldn't be luckier.

james -- camera obscura

circles -- as tall as lions

where eagles have been -- wolfmother